Okay , cerita ni cerita Thailand . But tak kisahlah cerita apa pun , aku akan layan kalau best Aku baru jumpa cerita ni actually . Cerita nie based on true story , kalau korang tengok trailer dia mesti terasa gila sebab semua betul belaka Overall , cerita ni best sangat . Simple , sweet and sad . But still , happy ending like fairytales Aku tak nak cerita banyak , kalau nak tawu , tengok sendiri okaay ?
*p/s : Hero dia handsome . NO ! I mean comel . NO , NO ! I mean handsome .
Okay okay , he's both
He's Mario Maurer . Handsome kann ? I mean comel kan ?
I do ask myself why I can't stop thinking about you . But the answer remains silent . Thanks to God , this only happens rarely . So , I don't have to worry about it too much . I feel stupid because still talking about you . Who cares by the way ? I wish I can meet you in future . I really wish for it ! I do have a dream about you , and as usual , RARELY I remember one thing , that you love to lay on the ground at the park while texting me , see the stars in the sky Till now , I enjoy seeing stars , and I'll search for the brightest one because it's special to me , always
*Thanks to my sweety pie , Siti NurQhaleeda for this picture
It has been a year . No , it's not that I'm still hoping on him . It's just that I can't resist the thought of him that rarely come to pay a visit in my mind . See , it's rarely so it's not my fault if I obey it He's so special to me . I'm sorry but I feel like I want to talk about him today . Since he doesn't know my blog , so he can't read this . Since he can't read this , I can use Manglish . He hate it when I'm speaking , he doesn't understand English . And refuse to obey me when I'm speaking I'm also not so fluent in English so I decide to use both Malay and English *sejak bila aku kesah nak guna bahasa apa niee ?
Untuk senangkan cerita , cukuplah aku gelarkan dia Mr.Z . He has his own charm , and sweet , and caring , and so on :D Sorry for praising him so much but that's the truth Thanks a lot to him because he never feel bored with me . Man , I adore you so much !
To Mr.Z : I don't know whether you realize it or not but it has been a year since you left me . I don't want to know why because I believe you have your own reasons for it . I try to forget you but I can't . I try to erase you but I can't . But because of you , I'm stronger than before . *Terima kasih Tuhan sebab pertemukan saya dengan dia
First of all , sorry sangat sebab dah lama tak update blog *eleh , macam lah ada orang nak baca blog kau ckin Sepanjang tak tulis blog ni , macam macam jadi . Memang nak tulis semua dalam ni cuma terlalu malas . HEE . Okay , straight to the point . Something big happen to me , and I was in shocked . Untuk senang kan cerita , aku gelar dia ni Mr.A .
For Mr.A : If I want to act like smart , I wouldn't talk to you . I mean , never talk to you . But if I act like smart , I'll feel like stupid because I've thousands things that I want to tell you . But to do so , I might be regret because you'd never understand . Never ! You never try to understand because yourself are full with ego . Yes , EGO ! If I talk to you , if I reply you , I'm afraid that I might act emotionally and say something that yourself also doesn't want to hear it . You told me that you don't want to loss me because I'm your old friend but you never act like one ! You're full of selfish either you realize it or not . Who cares ? You'll still remain the same though . Man , all of the people who you loves in this world are not yours . You can't have all of them . That'll show how greedy you are . I hate the way you talk . You manipulated people with it . Since what had happened in two weeks ago , I can't trust you anymore . I'm sorry , but I really can't ! I don't know if the things that your ex or gf or what-so-ever told me was true or not . I don't want to know . It shows me that you're a backstabbers . You make story about other people for the sake of yourself . For that girl , I'm sorry . I'm about to tell him those stories that you told me before because I believe it's vice versa *I don't consider it as a promise until I say "I'm promise" If I can reverse back , I don't want to know you Mr.A . I don't want to fall in love with you . If you don't love me , or don't like me , that's okay . But don't treat me like a trash because I'm afraid that I'll treat you like one too Don't underestimate me . I hate that . If you really want me in your life , you'll find a way to put me there
"You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ?"
"You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve"
"To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become"